Gloomy

I have reached a point which I dont ever looked down on my friends. I am absolutely happy for them, for every thing they did, they will do, they wish to do or whatsoever. I love them.

I made a distance. I have to. I have no choice. I trust Allah's plans. Being so grateful for everything around. People. Environment. The kindness. The smiles. The happiness. Even I always go everywhere almost alone, i don't let negativity slips into my mind. Am just happy and thankful. Yeah, I got no point to bash or talking shit to them, yes they still stick around yet im not. Hello,,,, It happens that way. It is Allah's plan.

Situation always kill me. At a right time. I mean kill my heart. Kill my fragile heart. Those words inside that circle always hurt me in some ways. I dont really mind them actually,,   just why came out with the same things when lepak and i dont even know pun what the hell you guys are talking about. Please dont discriminate me lah tsk tsk tsk.

It is just me and my pity life.

Esok kerja ke? Eh haruslah kerja nak kena bayar kereta ribu riban.

Takpe. Cik abg dah kaya. Goyang kaki jelah tak payah kerja.

Kenapa nak kena kerja juga. Bela anak je la.

Those merepek questions everytime meet up with le friends.... and I end up the conversation like krik krik krik.

What a gloomy evening~